The I Inside
• The I Inside
"One day, after a trip to the island of Bali, where I met a wonderful local photographer, I decided to radically change their lives. I'm so in love with his work, fell in love with his camera fell in love with the way he did it, how to create, how to build the frame. I decided to devote his life to creativity, namely photography. Now every day I'm learning and evolving, in fact no limit to perfection. I love their work, I love to pick up a camera and hear the sound of shutter response, I love working with different people and help them achieve the ideal image. I do not just love my job, I live it, as many of my ideas come shoots me in a dream. "
Nave Monde - a genius of his craft. Her with ineffable grace manages to create an amazing, atmospheric photo stories from the glamorous images and retrospective projects before touching stories, thought-provoking. Their models it allows to put your heart into every story in which they are involved, and that's fine. One of the latest is the story of the photographer photo projects with references to Moby Dick and King Lear. This story of a father and daughter, a story about the past and future, it is a story about love and loss.
"When I was 5 years old, my mother took me to the island, she did not want to hear about my father, and any mention of it caused in her a certain sense of detachment, as if she withdraws into himself. She always changed the subject ...
"When I was 5 years old, I remember my father brought home a puppy dearest, he was such a snow-white, like snow in the winter cold, and his eyes were as green as the color of the grass, when the summer comes to us on the island. I called him Kvikveg ".
"All this time I was waiting and hoping to get at least the news about it, but ... all in vain ... After some time I realized that my mother was right: my father left us, and never thought about me, and my memory is just I kept the warm memories of bygone days. Sorry".
"My father always told wonderful stories about underwater cities and the stunning size of the inhabitants of the deep. We talked about the underwater god, whom he called Leviathan of aquatic life, their way of life and that one day we will visit them. "
"But dreams did not come true, everything is destroyed in a moment, we have left ..."
"So many years later, in anticipation of at least one letter, I remained alone. I grew up, I learned, I loved, I leave, but I was always chasing it like a ghost from the depths of my own Leviathan, the god of my past and of my thoughts. "
"My way lay there on that distant island, where fairy tales and fantasy to make sense, where reality does not look so depressing, where people are smiling, where people believe in the best, where people looked at the horizon and follow the call of your heart."
"That old house, I can not believe it's still standing. And inside all remained as before. Of course, before everything seemed so new and clean, it is now all covered with the dust of the past years, as well as my soul and thoughts. "
"You know ... I found in my father's desk ... letters - the same letters that I had hoped to get. I found a lot of unsent messages to me, as well as the letters that I sent to his father in the hope hear from him. "
"The past is captured me, I fell into the Pensieve, and how the inhabitants of the water, I swam with their god."
"Cold retreated, all the bad things I felt gradually go away, I go deeper and deeper grasp the meaning of the words, I began to realize what had happened, I began to understand why and how ... But many questions still remain unanswered."
"A local bartender, I learned that 15 years ago, my father met a certain person who told him about the amazing creatures that live in the depths of his father, who believed the legend of Leviathan, of course, believed the stranger."
"The stranger spoke of the white whale, the only light in the white whale, which he nicknamed Moby Dick. He spoke about the prize, of a certain treasure that can be obtained for the carcass of this creature. "
"The father agreed to go on this frightening journey."
"Before leaving, he wrote me a letter in which he told the whole truth about all these 15 years, he has tried to contact me, but my mother was in spite of him and tore all the letters that he sent to me. The Court could not help him, because my father could not take care of me ... "
"And he believed that it was his last chance, one last chance to be with me again."
"So much time has passed ..."
"But when he heard the story of the white whale, the father immediately understood: this was his chance to get me back. As soon as he caught it, he gets rich, and able to bring me back. "
"The last entry in his diary reads:" Here come the day of the X. I'm ready, my dear. My heart, my soul with you. I love you very much, and we will soon be together. "
"I could not hold back tears, as if all the past again and again bore down on me and I sank deeper and deeper ..."
"That was the last time my father saw, from the trip, he did not come back."
"A lot of years have passed, but I feel that his soul is with me, inside me, inside my mind and my mind. I - this is it, its second half, and all the best in me - from my father. "
"All this time I feel and sense it everywhere around me, my eyes have seen it, and our Kvikvega cold nose rubbed against my hand and reminded me of the past."
"Now I was free, I was like a bird, was able to get off the ground and fly up to the sky, I Zis, my wings are huge, they overshadow the clouds, I like Leviathan, I hear the sound of the sea and feel it inside me."
"My mind is freed."
"Now ... we will see you again, and my dreams are not nightmares, they are magical. I will return to it again and again ... in the amazing fishing house, the place where I found happiness, a place where I gained my life and once again found himself many years later. "
"Last time I looked back, I think I saw him, he smiled at me, and his hand was Kvikveg, I realized that everything is fine ..."
"Coming home was easy, as my soul is freed from the burden of the past."
"Only the best is left in me, and now I'll carry it on through the years. I will go back to his mother and hug her, tell of his love. "
"I would say that now my soul is calm, that I found my way, I met her a monster, I defeated Leviathan and continued its voyage to the stars, gazing into the distance. But I continued to believe ... to believe and to love him. "